They say, "You want a war? You've got a war."

Does anyone else notice how I always seem to manage to fuck everything in my life up without even trying?

I am hopeless.

I am so screwed.

I couldn't sleep last night because I spent the entire night mulling over everything thats happened the past few days.

I just feel so beyond shitty.

But there's nothing I can do about it when no one will listen.

I mean, I feel like if I got a chance to speak, this all could've been resolved quietly.

Does ignoring me honestly seem like a better idea?

I can't people in my life for more than a few months.

And I'm starting to think that it's not them......

It's me.