But the irony of this story is when I fell to my knees.

I have come up with the perfect reason why no one really wants me!
Finally.
See the way I see it I'd be a burden to anyone.
I'm emotionally unstable.
I have super trust issues and my anxiety is so fucking insane.
I think to much and I'm a bit broken.
And thats an understatement.
Honestly, who would want to take that on.
No one is going to feel like fixing something that seems unfixable.
Like, I can be happy for long periods of time and be amazing.
But as soon as I get down it's hard for me to get back up.
So...yeah.